Coming Out Of The Void
Hello HCP Friends,
I am so sorry for having been absent the past several months both on the blog and FB community page. There was much going on and I wasn't in a position to contribute anything of significant value.
I was in the process of moving out/in, quite a chaotic process that took months (the before and after); way longer than expected. Those past months have been times of purging and releasing, literally and energetically. A lot of triggers came up from God knows where. Fear, frustration and resistance stood out the most. For months, I experienced a visceral need/ desire to get rid of stuff, to shed all the invisible layers of past conditionings and get into core of my authentic being ( a natural state of soulful beingness). As the process was unfolding, a deep craving for simplicity, peace & freedom was emerging but also a desire for merging with another/higher aspect, which at times felt painful. Dreams also presented with underlying theme of release and letting go. People also presented in the dream-space (my own release was shown first, and right after their own). It felt like pre-cognition. What was also interesting was a frequent feeling of being in a void. I couldn’t get myself to manifest much. The only consistent practice I was able to maintain was exercise/aka movement, meditation & visits to the park (to feed birds and squirrels). Very glad to have been able to stick with those since they kept my sanity and provided some form of balance. Also, I shared less on my personal FB; I would scroll down the timeline but didn't have much desire to read other perspectives; there was not much resonance with it. It felt more appropriate to be more selective as to information being taken in. Quite unusual months those have been but to the best of my ability I have honored the process. I hope to be coming out of this cocoon soon and creating anew. Hope you're hanging there, wherever you are in your own process. Big hugs and much love to you.
With a loving heart, Anna